Roller Coaster

I have had a new outlook on the Project Baby thing.

Knowing that we are trying and having it be successful we are kinda puling all the stops. We changes what we are eating and basically eating like we are pregnant. No deli meats ( not that we ate them to begin with, no caffeine, chocolate and no white sugar,) Increased eating pineapple, bananas and fruit all around bromilad (sp) helps implantation supposedly.

M is still on some hormones she went for a level check yesterday. They had to stick her 6 times. She almost fainted and threw up. She says its because she has "BAD" veins. They collapse which is a common things phlebotomist encounter but I also think her veins are small and her blood pressure is real REAL low so the vacationer is too much pressure for her vein and well causes collapsing. They should just use a syringe this way they can monitor the suction. Anyhow, her progesterone levels have lowered. They were really high and now they are lower nothing to be concerned about they said they will monitor and it was not so low that she should double up on her progesteone. This new was really upsetting to M and well her whole experience (she did not want me to go cuz it was supposed t be a simple blood draw) She drinks water before she goes so she is hydrated.

ANyhow, the constant up and downs with these hormones I am supportive and been really good trying to do everything ... and well I get my head bitten off...

Trying to insert myself in this process but she does not think my questions are valid or legitimate and really its her body and her experience.. I just kinda get left out and that makes me feel bad.