Getting over the Hump

With our latest cycle canceled we have toyed with the idea of leaving our current Dr and seeking out another one.

The problem is I am not happy with the Dr. now but then again I am not laying with MY feet in stirrups. DO I have a right to wanna switch as the NON-BIO mom ( a term I am starting to Loathe it already but sometimes I feel like NON - BIO makes me BIONIC somehow. Play on words maybe to make me feel better.

I like our Dr. she is like a Dr. Baily from Grey Anatomy but her bedside manner has changed a bit and she left M a message and it was very condescending at least I thought it was. The message she left completely threw me off and really left a sour taste in my mouth. Me seems impartial and not affected. She is like a Quaker man, non confrontational and such. After M and I discussed the Dr.'s message she gave a great spiel how she was going to say how she feels and tell the Doctor. I was convinced and she sounded great right after we heard the message but then she kinda looses her fizzle and by fizzle I mean passion and vigor to tell the Dr. how she feels.

The other issue is we have 2 vials of EL SPERMIES there and we are not sure how that works if we go to another Reproductive Endocrinologist. How the transfer from one facility to another. I will look in to that.

So, we are just waiting once again for Aunt Flow to arrive and then hopefully by then we will know M will know where and who she wants to go to.

Perhaps with infertility treatment they should give you free psych sessions- I think I could benefit from a few!