I believe this week will be a very big week for us. Insemination is near. M finally finished her clomid and then we go back Thur for a quick sonogram to see EL Eggies! That visit will determine the exact day we inseminate. I am so excited and very scared. Actually I am going outta my mind. Thinking all kinds of things and then I realize that its out of my hands and this I think is the scary part er.. I dunno what part is scary. I do know that I get super excited and all giddy then I get super cautious like my super excited-ness is a bad thing? Weird. Emotional for sure. Then the what if's come ... I am able to seduce them back into the ground where they shall stay. I feel really hopeful though and so for that I say YAHOO!
I believe that M feels the same way. I think her and the hormone medication have come to an understanding. Seems her side effects have lessened. Boy does Thursday seem like a long time from now or what.
I am trying to ask everyone as many questions as possible about everything I can. Like i said outta my mind! Oddly, I have even kinda been e-mailing back n forth with my sister. I know, I know that's huge (well kinda)- Actually to me its not big deal and that is how it shall stay but I need to update you all on it so I guess eventually I'll write about that
This Project Baby is just so big right now that its really is what is taking precedence and priority I cant really deal with the feelings I have about e-mailing my sister.
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