Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Crimson River or Aunt Flow

I'm trying to think where I left off last. I know it's only been 6 days. Well M stopped taking the Provera Medication on Thursday. This Medicine was stopping her from getting her period. Her last day was Thursday and on Saturday she has some spotting. Woohoo I know right- So happy to see blood. She was still spotty on Sunday and well Monday not so much. Annoying! She and I have never been so excited and or anticipating a period so much in either one of our lives. We are on a constant cheer for "Aunt Flow" and waiting patiently for the "Crimson River".

Makes me realize how as teens when we got our period we are so naive and know so little of really whats going on. Perhaps if I knew now what I know about Menstruation and period and ovulation then I would be much more appreciative of "AUNT FLOW" and her monthly visits.

I keep trying to tell myself dont think about it, dont ask M about it cuz then it will never happen. Kinda like a watched pot never boils type of deal. Either than or one day soon M is just gonna start pouring blood like that poor Girl Carrie from that Horror movie. Sorry I cant help it The Project Baby is always on my mind. If I am not reading about things then I am deciding how to decorate and or going through a slough of other thoughts. I need the Jewish mysticism to kick in now. The Mysticism that tells you its a shandeh (shame in yiddish) to think about these things and talk about things.

Well, we are still waiting and now I find myself researching the wonderful web on how to induce a period naturally ! Ha-Ha

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