Thursday, January 28, 2010

Happy ...Scared SHIT

We went to our Post-op and were basically given the all clear! HOOORAY for us !!! The Dr. went over things she did it the operation explained pictures to us. It was a very exciting but dull appointment. Then this other women comes in the room with us and glides a piece of paper over which stated how much things will coast. Kinda what we expected but not really. (in my head I hear the ACME sound when a cartoon sees a hot woman AWOOGA AWOOGA and I felt my eyes pop outta my head) We don't have many choices at this point and saved !

My wife and I look at each other and we say READY .. Of course were ready for this baby, of course were ready.. We are just not ready to give up all our money. I guess that part will never be easy. This particular plan did not allow for any refund which was a lil annoying. Say you purchase the 2 insemination which is a lil less than the 1 (they give you a break). If you get preggo on the first insemination of the 2 purchased you dont get your money back from the second ! I think that is a rip off and it is. But what are we going to do, WE ARE READY, WE WANT THIS BABY!

As soon as we got home we ordered our sperm from the sperm bank. It was a emotional day, We are so excited but it quickly gets washed out by the amount of money we spent. Thank goodness we have been saving. I was so nervous to place that call with the sperm bank ... and double checking everything. I was come over with last min second guessing. I was A-OK with this donor had it set then the feeling of is this right, is this ok.... Asked my wife and she yells YES!!!!!!

So we did it. Sperm is ordered now we wait till her cycle starts and then pay for the insemination. It was busy day yesterday ... and I was tossing an turning about it all night. So HAPPY, SO EXCITED but Scared Shit !

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