M has been on Birth control for a bit she has to take them for 10 days then we stop and do the injections. Its fun for me - she is a lil scared. Damn i shoudl have went on to get my RN .. I love medical stuff but i really have a tough time with Bureaucracy . I think its the reason many are so unhappy with their jobs!
We have joined a Lesbian/Gay group in town and have met some amazing people. There is one couple whom we are becoming close to and I just have to say ... BOY O BOY its so nice to be able to speak to someone about this about everything about us. They already have a baby a beautiful little boy who is a delight. I love shooting the shit with them because WE never really had anyone to compare notes with and DAMN ... OH DAMN its so wonderful and awe inspired!
There are just some Lesbian couples that have a different dynamic and even though we are all lesbians and gays there is a huge subculture with in the group. The Butch Femme dynamic the sporty/competitive lesbians, femme femme and it can go on for a while -. NOT THAT THESE LABELS OR DYNAMICS matter but its just hard for me and M to hang out and relate to sporty lesbian - we can but we just have a different/difference. Oh this must make me sound horrible ... i think most of you will get it but some may not ... JUST TRUST ME ... I am not really picky but its hard to relate no one is better than or less than we are all equal and just as family dynamics are culturally different so are lesbian couples. Anyhow I am trying to say I am really glad we have made and are making new friends!
We are still on the Baby Project ... waiting .. and waiting .. but we have had a 2 week break and we celebrated regrouped and re focused and we are ready to tackle the next cycle injections and all. I heard some great feedback about the injections we are getting and so I am excited not sure about M. So here is to looking forward and moving UP ... Pregnancy we are ready come take us !
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